Any actors or especially actresses on Tumblr?, let me know. You won’t regret it.
I want long conversations with really cool ass women, any on tumblr? : ) j/k the ones that are won’t speak with me! :( i thought i was this “cool” artistic guy who wrote an album and a screenplay and a 10 year book of poetry and studied and had all this shit to talk about…..i guess i’m just lil’ old me….a dude with a guitar….and a pipe….who wishes to the stars, that a “cool” woman will come into my life, a cool chick, a cool girl….I wish that more than anything else except…it seems like, the music, and that part of my life, the artistic shit goes over so great…like no bumps in the road really…and it’s so natural and easy…but the part of my life that doesn’t is…the romantic part….my romantic section lacks….hahaah, very much….because, am i aiming too high? or is what i like too rare? Is conversation rare? Is it rare on tumblr to get to know someone, or meet someone or talk about cool things every once in a while so it all isn’t just a boring mess of automated visual eye-candy…but i want food for thought, and food for the soul….where’s my chicken soup and my conversation? maybe coffee and cigarettes, maybe a concert and a walk through the city park? maybe someone amuses me for once? what if i was surprised, pleasantly…by someone…..what if for once, i could be myself…fully….and there would be a girl on the same page….a woman, hopefully, on the same exact page, that would want to experience…physical life as much as mental and emotional….where is the golden road? the golden mean? the fine line? the circle in the middle? that true-heart-romance. Does it exist? Am I really in “la la land,”? Because I don’t want to walk down the street an catch something?? lmao, am I the bad guy because I think I’ve earned at least this much from life….that at 25, and with my birthday coming up…(and every other year for a while has been shit) ……can I at least, by virtue that I have written these private thoughts on here…..not that “Tumblr” becomes the end all be all for women, lmao….but that….maybe, since I wrote it down….when I’m out….going with the flow and doing “my thing,” ya know, being myself……that by virtue a real woman will walk my way…and she will be interested in me…that maybe she will put the moves on me…..and i don’t know, there are no guidelines….it really could be a message on here, or online in general, or at a show of mine, or down the street….but the final outcome of this rant is….”I don’t know” …..that subject….out of them alll…..has me pinned to the ground on my knees like a little boy who wants attention, it’s like pathetic….I want to show someone a whole universe of fun and laughter and play and affection….and devotion, and adventure……..why …………..do I have to be the hermit? the hanged man? It’s not me! I’m tired of that……I am the fool if anything…….even though I know more than the fool………I am willing to be the fool, because…you know they say right, “fools fall in love.” Well, I’m your fool baby, if you’ll be my valentine.
Sincerely,
Zach
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